Love is such a beauty. How can you be upset when you are loving someone? I used to think that to feel pain and hurt is to love someone, but ive got it all wrong. Tell yourself why do you love that someone. Dont love that person just because he pays for ur dinner, or has the cutest smile. Honestly, you just know it when you love someone. You'd just feel uplifted and different. You'd feel happy, wild and "not yourself".

Love means happiness.

If loving someone upsets you, why carry on loving? Why indulge yourself in sadness all the time? It's not healthy and you shouldnt feel this way. It's just gonna bring you down even further and wat are you gonna get outta that? I am oblivious to the fact that you've got problems at home as well. Try listening to what your family's trying to tell you. It might help.

You will not know what you'd get into, until you get into it. So if things are so drastically bad right now, dream about it instead of yearning and asking for it. Avoid making mistakes coz there gonna be the same ones as those youve made before. You're gonna feel worse if you repeat them.

I cant believe im writing all these. I used to feel the way youre feeling too. But there's just so much more to life than to think sad thoughts. But somehow, im not feeling that way anymore because ive found someone who've unlocked that inside of me. So if someone's gonna hold a key, but instead of using that to release ur sadness, adds more sadness into ur life, then he's not the one for you. It's just gonna accumulate and blow up one day.

And there's so much more to life than LOVE. If you cant find it, then DONT. Let it come to you, juz like how i did. Trust me, its a treasure being single. Well, its also a treasure being attached - To your SOULMATE, that is. :D
Ive been looking at your blog, and all you can say is how much you love and treasure what we have. You inspired me to write more, to learn more. Amazingly, i have writtened, composed and played and its all because of you.

You gave me strength in all that i thought i could not do. All the funny ideas, the traits i thought i didnt have just "popped" out when WE happened. Im like a whole new person now. No more sighs and "urgh, i can never do that!"

You have created a whole new meaning to the word "LOVE".

I dont even bother thinking about how itll be like for us in the future, coz i know youre gonna be the person im gonna spend my life with. Like you said, our candle isnt even lit. So why worry when its not ever gonna burn out?

Youre SPECIAL.
Youre UNIQUE.
Youre DIFFERENT.
Youre ME.

And it's great! Coz i can never get bored thinking about you. Youre all i ever wanted, all i ever needed and i bleed just to wanna see you, feel you and touch you..

I.Love.You
Im opposite Forum now. Juz thought of blogging since i managed to get free internet access from somewhere. Heh..

Oh well.. My audition's this thursday.. Freaking fast i must say.. Was kinda last minute, but surprisingly the band didnt sound too bad. :D Loved the equipment at my fren's place.. Small but sufficient..

Everything's happening so amazingly fast now. Tml marks our first month of being together.. Really amazing.. You understood me, and you loved me for who i am - not to mention, you accepted who i was too. You managed to change me to something better.. That's really a good thing! hEh..

Ok well.. I get excited whenever i think of you! Omiegawd.. It's weird.. hEh..

Hope i make it through foundation year in Lasalle.. Dont want my history and arts management to pull me down.. Dont even know why i have to take those subs.. Makes no sense.. Urgh.. Am so glad its over.. Now its juz my auditions to go thru.. :D

Alright.. Gtg.. Batteries only left with 37 min of battery life.. Oh man.. The connection.. :D
I am lame - As in literally. The screw of this snare drum stand came loose yesterday while jamming and the whole snare drum fell onto my toe.. What's most hilarious was that i watched it fall, not knowing itll hit my toe.. How dumb!!!

My relationship with you is so different. How can two pple be frenz and yet be together at the same time?
That's us.
It's Special.

I think we all need commitment. If we want to do more than rock the stage, we gotta take note of the itty bitty things. What makes a good musician? Someone who knows their instrument well. He or she should be able to improvise oh their own, know their theory, know different genres. Too bad im not there yet. YET. I will be one day coz it's wat i wanna do - Perform. Im not a good drummer, there are room for improvements and i am so gonna get it. Juz hoping that you guys have got the same passion as ive got. As a band. we gotta share a common goal and interest.. We gotta wanna do the same thing, thats why we're a team. Dont let other stuffs affect what we do. If making good music's what we want, we'll fight to get it. Dont let others brings us down.

Make the effort. =D
Doll Trash will be performing at the Singapore Street Festival on the 4th, 9th and 15th June!!! WoOoohOOo!! It's like our first ever gig since we got together 3 months ago.. You guys have been great.. It has been a pleasure working with you peeps.. We've begun to work together not only as a team but also as friends in our personal lives. We've begun to understand each other and thats so gonna make us stronger! :D

My life so far has been amazing.. Just a little minor adjustments that i have to make.. You have been a splendid boyfriend, paying so much attention to me and all.. Even though we've known each other for a long time, there's alot of me that you havent seen and there's alot of me that i dont understand as well. I know that it's gonna be a no brainer to you, but to me it's scary.. Im really afraid id do things that wouldnt make sense. I used to have moodswings that would come just suddenly and i wouldnt know what ignited it or why it happened. Sometimes i would feel somehow alone even though the other party's with me. Sometimes, id feel like ive not been paid much attention to and i dont know why id feel this way.. Im a very complicated person, even i myself wouldnt understand.. Maybe im still a little numb.. i just wish it would all go away..

Everything you say to me, are like words of wisdom.. Youre so smart and you make things look so easy.. I wished it could be that easy.. How much are you gonna take? Are you really able to handle me? I love you alot.. I really dont want to see you get hurt coz sometimes i hurt without knowing it.. Well i am gonna make this a different one.. Im gonna make this work out.. Im so not gonna feel discouraged again.. Things are too great for me.. I cant let myself spoil it all.. I love you, and i love it when we touch.. I love it when we jam with the band and you get all crazy and excited.. Then id get crazy and excited too, just that i cant jump around like you do coz im behind the drumset. Haha. Every crazy thing you do, makes me love you more.. Well, that's why i love you, coz youre crazy.. :D

I hope this works out..
The one person i truly respected, did the unexpectable. The end result: I feel oh so ashamed.. I've come to realise that even the strongest person is able to fall. All this time ive looked up to you, and now i can barely face you. Im disappointed. I feel disgusted just looking through your smses. Never have i imagined.

Ah! My one and only.. It feels great being able to hang out with you, laughing our asses off everything juz like best frenz.. I dont remember being this close to you when we were just frenz.. It feels nice.. We can talk abt anything and everything.. Laugh abt ourselves and at each other.. It's a different feeling altogether..

I dont know whether i made the right choice. Ive hurt so many people in the past and i dont wanna repeat what i did. I love you. Somehow its like this rare, hard-to-come-by event just entered my life and there you are. Someone just like me. The both of us walking back home together, though tiring, but i get to know you from the inside to the outside. We're like superglue. I can never last a day without you.

I gez this is it. This is not like the typical relationships i used to have. It's time for me to change my way of handling a relationship. Youre different. This relationship is different. And i love that difference. That's what makes it all so special. All that you giave me, im gonna give it back to you. No more self-centeredness, no more taking but more of giving. Im not gonna be pampered anymore. Things are gonna change.

I.Love,You

Doll thrash! I love you guys! We really united as a band last friday..! If this goes on, we're gonna rock the stage for sure! :D

I've learnt to put confidence in myself and to stay happy always. in that way, i can play better and concentrate so much more.. Thanks for the advice. Im happy because of you and the band.. We rock! Wooo!
Got busted a few days ago. Maybe its a good thing. I really should stop.

The past few days have been so hectic. Work is driving me crazy. Why cant i still not handle it even after half a yr? Im supposed to be able to know things and be a little more versatile by now. Am so ashamed.

Maybe its a sign.

I bet you peeps at csc dun even realised ive been gone. Maybe things are a little better that im away. Alot less troublesome perhaps? Plus, there'd be new peeps coming around soon.

It really is a sign.

YOU really keep me going. Things are hell right now but you seem to make it go away all too easily. How'd you do it? I've never known you this way before - Never even thought abt it. All the ideas that you have, they're all so.. Nice and pleasant somehow.. I know this feeling is right..

Even though you tricked me today, i still managed to get what i want - my hot cocoa! *Laughs back at ya* Gotta admit i was kinda pissed at first. But on the other hand, i'd do that too if i were you. WAhHaha! :P So wanted to be nice and get some gelato from the nice restaurant i was dining at. But i figured itll melt even before reaching starbucks. Oh well.. *shrugs*

Friday's jamming day! Finally! I miss those days so much.. I love seeing you jump around with your guitar. Cant help but laugh at that. *hugs*! Doll thrash is so gonna rock the stage at the street festival! Girls, dont worry about screwing up, all we gotta do is just play our music and have fun. That's all that matters.. Dont worry about whether we're good or not to the crowd. We can do it. We're a team and we will rock the stage! :D hEh..

Oh well. I miss your lullabies..

Love is such a beauty. How can you be upset when you are loving someone? I used to think that to feel pain and hurt is to love someone, but ive got it all wrong. Tell yourself why do you love that someone. Dont love that person just because he pays for ur dinner, or has the cutest smile. Honestly, you just know it when you love someone. You'd just feel uplifted and different. You'd feel happy, wild and "not yourself".

Love means happiness.

If loving someone upsets you, why carry on loving? Why indulge yourself in sadness all the time? It's not healthy and you shouldnt feel this way. It's just gonna bring you down even further and wat are you gonna get outta that? I am oblivious to the fact that you've got problems at home as well. Try listening to what your family's trying to tell you. It might help.

You will not know what you'd get into, until you get into it. So if things are so drastically bad right now, dream about it instead of yearning and asking for it. Avoid making mistakes coz there gonna be the same ones as those youve made before. You're gonna feel worse if you repeat them.

I cant believe im writing all these. I used to feel the way youre feeling too. But there's just so much more to life than to think sad thoughts. But somehow, im not feeling that way anymore because ive found someone who've unlocked that inside of me. So if someone's gonna hold a key, but instead of using that to release ur sadness, adds more sadness into ur life, then he's not the one for you. It's just gonna accumulate and blow up one day.

And there's so much more to life than LOVE. If you cant find it, then DONT. Let it come to you, juz like how i did. Trust me, its a treasure being single. Well, its also a treasure being attached - To your SOULMATE, that is. :D